I have a confession to make.
For some time, whenever I’ve really seriously prayed the Lord’s Prayer and sat down with it, it’s rubbed a little wrong.
Not because I think it’s corrupted, or difficult to understand, or male-centric, or anything else I have heard people level complaints at.
No, it’s because of this one line: “Forgive us our sins as we forgive everyone who sins against us.”
Really, the mental conversation goes, I have to forgive everyone who sins against me in order to get forgiveness myself? Even the counselor who encouraged me to destroy my marriage? Even the manager who completely disregarded how her actions affect other people?
Is that really grace? Did Jesus die for that? Because, not to say it wouldn’t still be really amazing or anything, but I’m pretty sure I’m not going to make that cut. And I thought God had a little more grand style than that anyway… Continue reading